My sleep has finally caught up with my collapsing mood.
I’d been sleeping no more than five hours a night, then the past two night I’ve had over 11 hours sleep each night. It always shocks me how quickly that can happen.
I could have slept all day today.
I went to bed at 10pm, woke up after 9am and had to force my eyes open and get Gog to help get me out of bed, otherwise I knew I really would go back to sleep and sleep all day.
Everything about me is tired. My eyes are tired and heavy, I’m tired of life and these fucking mood swings, even my bones feel tired.
I have no patience and find myself digging my nails into my skin every time I snap at my partner or the pups, because I HATE when I do that.
I hate myself. I hate myself. I hate myself.
I’m tired of this.