Thanks to the inordinate amount of stress I’m dealing with atm, it was always gonna trigger a depressive episode.
But it still really, really, REALLY sucks that it’s happened.
This is the last thing I needed right now 😞
I’m tired of my life being so, so limited.
I’m tired of having dozens of seizures every day and living with all the after effects. Of living in fear. Of being unable to do anything for myself. Of having so little support from the NHS. Of benefits HEAPING stress onto my already difficult life. Of family & friends being totally oblivious to how awful everything is. Of my parents lacking all caring.
I’m sick of everything…
I’m already scared of how this depressive episode is gonna go.. I hope it’s ended before Christmas 😭