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That Potsie heart!

This was from a few days ago. Getting up from bed & going up to the bathroom made my heart rate go up by 100bpm!!! 😱

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Hey all.

Currently feeling very unwell as the weather is super hot again today, & I have an awful headache due to POTS making my blood pressure jump like crazy…I’m hoping eating will settle this, but when you have intense nausea it’s hard to force yourself to eat 😥

Anyway, I gave my about page a much needed update! You can check it out here!

I’m also toying with the idea of doing a podcast 🤔 Basically it world just be me prattling about whatever I like haha – my conditions, the NHS, my pets, hobbies etc. I’m kinda excited, & like the idea that I’ll be able to do it from my bed – vital for a spoonie HAHAHA!

Oooh I smell food coming…

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Things feel like they’re coming together

I had my ECG & am waiting for the results now. I think as soon as they come in I’ll have to have a GP appt, & then I can ask for a printout of the cardiologists report so I can have my own copy of that too.

They give you a diary to fill out every time you experience symptoms; it had 25 slots & by the end of day 1 I had completely filled it 😂

I had numerous seizures related to my heart rate & lots of heart rate spikes whilst wearing it, so let’s hope I get a knowledgeable cardiologist who has actually heard of postural orthostatic tachycardia syndrome, & who will write a good letter to my GP!! It will also be my first GP appt seeing my Dr in my wheelchair, & even though my chair has been fantastic & given me some semblance of a life back, I’m worried how my GP will react to it, because y’know what the NHS is like 🙄

I finally have my disabled travel (rail) pass on the way, yaaay. And that should be here in 4-6 days 🙂

I’m still waiting for my 24 hour EEG appt to come through…I guess it’s good to double check for electrical activity, but given I’m 90% sure my seizures are physiologic (caused by lack of oxygen to my brain & vastly dropping blood pressure, due to POTS), I’m not too worried/excited about the results. I kinda wish we’d had the opportunity to fricking talk with the neurologist, so I could explain about POTS, but again – y’know what the NHS is like! My first neurologist left after my first appt last year, & we haven’t seen/spoken to another since as there’s apparently a shortage of neurologists…so basically he has no idea about any of my new medical diagnoses or investigations.

Also we tried to swap which hospital my neuro appts get referred to…basically the stupid fucking Dr sending the referral last summer (who was an uber bitch!) sent me to the neurologist hospital that is 90+ minutes away, rather than the one that is 15 minutes away…like?! 😂

When one of the nurses told us we could have been sent to the local hospital, & asked why we were having to travel so far, we were flabbergasted! We asked her how we’d go about switching, and she said it would be easy & to do it through our GP surgery.

We get in touch with them & start the ball rolling, & I get an email a few days later saying if we ask to be switched, the whooole process will start from scratch & I’ll be waiting ten months to see a neurologist!!! What the fuck?! But this isn’t even our fault?! 😂

It should be noted that Dr Footitt has never met me & only knows my case from notes on my file…so why a Dr at the nearby hospital couldn’t pick it up from my file like he did, I have no idea 🙄

The only reason it’s worth us switching is because we literally *can’t* get to that hospital unless we get a lift, which requires my parents taking a day off work…and obviously that’s not really an option.

So. We’re gonna try get the EEG out the way & get the results, then start the process of switching…eesh 🙄

Mentally I’m still a huge mess, & all the issues last February with benefits & having to have so many appts with the NHS (BOTH of which trigger mood episodes, panic attacks, & scheme anxiety) have still left me battling my bipolar in a way I haven’t had to in so long. And yes, it’s mid-July now, five months later, and I’m STILL unbalanced from that 😥

Currently I’m in a depressive episode that started at the end of June, but I’m fighting hard & Lyle is doing all he can to help…we’ll get through this!