I’ve crashed, my mania’s gone 😦
Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.
My energy’s gone, my buzz for life has gone…crippling anxiety has returned, sadness has descended, and I know it’s only going to get worse.
I am scared and I am sad and I am scared about how sad I am going to get in the upcoming weeks.
We found a puppy just over a week ago, tied to a tree and abandoned in the middle of nowhere. She is a sweetheart. I am trying to take her for walks and cuddle her a lot, in the hope she will help force my mood upwards…