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My life with seizures

Very bad day so not able to type much. Will copy this summary I typed elsewhere instead:

Welcome to my life with a seizure disorder.

Dozens of seizures a day and being able to do nothing to stop them; relying on your partner to stop you auto-walking, falling, or being hit by cars when having a seizure; not remembering ANY of your day (not even things you did five minutes ago); and looking like a prat in front of complete strangers, so choosing to hide away inside.

Just tried to say goodbye to [my partner and our friend], and instead my mouth said “no fucking”…which was at least humorous, but y’know’ not exactly great XD

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Cheer me up puppy!

I’ve crashed, my mania’s gone 😦

Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.

My energy’s gone, my buzz for life has gone…crippling anxiety has returned, sadness has descended, and I know it’s only going to get worse.

Fuuuuuuuuck.

I am scared and I am sad and I am scared about how sad I am going to get in the upcoming weeks.

We found a puppy just over a week ago, tied to a tree and abandoned in the middle of nowhere. She is a sweetheart. I am trying to take her for walks and cuddle her a lot, in the hope she will help force my mood upwards…